November 5th – Smoke and Fireworks

1999:  Had a bath and got downstairs 5 minutes into play bus.  Brought a lovely letter home from play school – with my name in it.  I came top of the sponsor colours – thanks to Nan!  Mum was very proud.  Mum’s smoking again and went out in the garden for a cigarette this evening.  It was dark and there were fireworks going off and I was very frightened for her.  I said “no mummy not out there.  Fireworks hurt you”.  After much reassurance through the glass of the back door, I was okay by which time she’d finished her cigarette and was coming back in.  Went to the toilet then pooed my pants so had to have a shower and fell asleep cuddling mum on the sofa.

2019: Pleased to say I have bought a new vape and have not smoked for a couple of weeks now.  I know it’s bad for Crohn’s so gonna try and stick with it. On a late today so was able to sit my H&S environmental test for my CSCS card but didn’t pass so have to resit.

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