1999: woke in my bed at six. Apparently Nanny and mummy had wrapped me up in a big sleeping bag and managed to bundle me into the car between them. Not quite sure how mum coped this end on her own but I don’t seem to have any lumps, bumps or bruises so I guess it was okay. Wanted to go back to Nan’s today and continue my make up career but had to go to Deedons where I had a much less colourful day.
2019: Looking at photos of Saturday and realised how much weight we have both put on. This is definitely a result of being in a happy and comfortable relationship. For someone who used to have so much anxiety about my appearance, I’m at a point it is no longer a priority in my life. My infusions may also have contributed to this but being able to eat well is what we love and certainly what we do! Things like mortgages, savings, marriage and even future babies is now the priority and tbh it’s the best feeling in the world. Big up to my stunning fiancé
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