1999: Had a bath and got downstairs 5 minutes into play bus. Brought a lovely letter home from play school – with my name in it. I came top of the sponsor colours – thanks to Nan! Mum was very proud. Mum’s smoking again and went out in the garden for a cigarette this evening. It was dark and there were fireworks going off and I was very frightened for her. I said “no mummy not out there. Fireworks hurt you”. After much reassurance through the glass of the back door, I was okay by which time she’d finished her cigarette and was coming back in. Went to the toilet then pooed my pants so had to have a shower and fell asleep cuddling mum on the sofa.
2019: Pleased to say I have bought a new vape and have not smoked for a couple of weeks now. I know it’s bad for Crohn’s so gonna try and stick with it. On a late today so was able to sit my H&S environmental test for my CSCS card but didn’t pass so have to resit.
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The Way it Really Is - Then and now 